whole(ness)

what does it mean to be whole?

whole is a state of mind, no? or is a matter of fact state of being?

if it's a state of mind, then it's safe to say that your mentality must never fall between worry or fear. because you wouldn't have time for that, as everything would be provided for you -- that you would need -- and you'd never want for anything because you'd know that all your needs would be provided. that includes deliverance and abundance and joy. your mind would stay within a permanent place of gratefulness.

as i continue to discover my creativity, i must remember that i am already whole and all that I may be enamored by from others and their creativity, that's okay, because i have my own and its beautiful in itself.

is it already here? do i already know what it is? am i already doing it? is it writing? and if so, do i need to write more?

these past few days, i've been writing more and more and finding the words pouring out of me. this blog has opened me up in a way that i haven't felt in a long time and i'm being patient with myself about it. I don't know where blogging will take me, if anywhere -- but i'm just being open to the experience that it's teaching me.

i have things to say...

my thoughts are valued, even if by this blog only. i'll take it.

xo, me